PinnedWhen There’s No ScriptHow do I stay god? Duty isn’t always honour — Princess Jasmine, from Disney’s Aladdin. Y’know? The one where the blue guy slapped a comedian? Duty isn’t always honour. Writing is the only way I know how to live. Weaving words into complexities is such a powerful act, the bible…Writer5 min readWriter5 min read
PinnedHope, Comfort, ReboundI’ll always be second best. Kishimi tells me Adler said there is no competition. No time record to break, and no previous owner of that record. Just me and my now. Frankly, I believe him. My brain does, anyway. But how do I communicate that to my aching heart? I’ve…Creativity4 min readCreativity4 min read
Oct 25, 2022EntropyHere, we fall. June Ije’s text says she’s here. I’m glad she hasn’t really missed anything. I’m not even sure if any of this is her style, anyway. I’m still surprised she asked to come. …Book Excerpts3 min readBook Excerpts3 min read
Jul 27, 2022I Need.You. A drag. You. If You Think It’s Love — song by King Princess | Spotify — open.spotify.com Listen to If You Think It’s Love on Spotify. King Princess · Song · 2019. September I have a “Damn, I’m probably god” moment every once in a while. This is one of…Short Story4 min readShort Story4 min read
May 16, 2022Scarcity Isn’t RealExcept when there’s no fuel in my gen. This one’s taking longer than usual to finish. I’ve even changed the title three times — one for each time I felt a different wholeness the story. I think it’s because of how much honesty I’ve been calling from myself these days…Growth6 min readGrowth6 min read
Apr 7, 2022Moving on, I’m not …… done with the lessons and unlearning survival tactics. I’m not high enough, and I’ve barely ever been able to tell you the truth while I’m sober. I’m sorry I didn’t let you know sooner that I was a coward. I didn’t know, either. …Heartbreak4 min readHeartbreak4 min read
Mar 23, 2022A Dick — To Be Or Not To Be“You mean: ‘when they are suffering the consequences of their actions?’” “Oh.” One TikTok video explained things as simply as this to me. …Boundaries4 min readBoundaries4 min read
Feb 26, 2022I Am IMy person says Zack Snyder is an ‘unintentional genius’. I love Zack Snyder. Tega put me on this song, and it’s quite…mood. It’s taste I would expect of Tega. By the way, if you haven’t read their Year In Review yet, do it. …Creativity3 min readCreativity3 min read
Feb 19, 2022The Ache of HealingI want another piercing. I’ve always been one to self-sabotage. It’s more elaborate than self-harm, and I like grandeur – however delusional it is most of the time. But whatever it is I did, whatever it is that friend did or that person on TikTok, I’ve always been beguiled by…Creativity4 min readCreativity4 min read
Feb 10, 2022LessonsWhen I try to learn, I see myself everywhere, yet nowhere. I’m scared that, just like me, no one else knows god. Start writing here… Everything is interconnected; most of the time, I don’t know I can make a correlation between two concepts until I think about one, or the…Writing3 min readWriting3 min read
